Sunday, November 22, 2009
i walked in the rain and memories of us flashed.
the feeling of letting go sucks.
i hate to think about it.
but we both know its time to let go..
it upsets both hearts.
baby i believe you're hurting too.
i'm so sorry..
i knew that there will be a day when we have to part.
i knew shit would happen but i lead you on.
and now leaving you in tears..
i cant stop these tears from flowing.
i cant stop this heart from aching.
i cant stop this love from ending.
i cant stop loving you.
someone please help...
Saturday, November 21, 2009
yes. the thought of that shatters my heart.
it hurts everytime i look at your pretty face.
i can't help but breakdown and cry.
what hurts the most is to smile back at my baby when tears are rolling down my face.
so many times i hug you tight and say i love you.
it cuts everytime i do that.
this goes out to my baby.
you look beautiful in any ways and you need not change a thing.
i love you the way you are no matter how or what.
i do cherish you.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
will i still get to hug you to sleep?
will i still get to kiss you on your forehead before bed?
will i still get to call you my dear?
will i still get to see you as and when, now and then?
will you still bring me to places?
will you still call me ever night before goin to bed?
will we still be holding hands?
will we still do things together like how we used to?
i dont want to drift apart.
i cant take this pain.
i dont want to lose you now.
i cant let go. i cant leave.
someone to hold, someone to love.
someone whom i call soulmate.
but, the truth hurts...
i will smile though it eats me from the inside.
till the day comes, i will still love you like it's our first.
soon our monthsary is coming.
i looked forward to our anniversary.
its now vague.
my vision blurred everytime i look at our pictures.
it tears in my soul.
no matter what, i still want to say, i love you.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
it's time to face the truth.
i will never be with you.
for this love i fight.
for this war i lost.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
I'm sorry dear..
i didn't mean to upset you.
i meant well..
just want you to have comfy and spacious environment.
i hope you understand.
i love spending time with you.
though it's tiring after work and housework.
i hope you enjoy my company.
hugs..
Saturday, October 31, 2009
i'm really sorry to make you do all the planning.
i know it's hard and stressful.
i appreciate the effort. seriously.
hope it's gonna be a good one.
and i'm definately looking forward to it.
i'm at lost now.
i failed at work.
STRESS.
Friday, October 30, 2009
how time flies.just yesterday we had our monthsary.
it was nice spending time with Ade's mummy and bro.
being a nice host, mummy brought us for durians and dinner.
and and! i love the wet market. totally awesome!
hope to spend time with mummy soon..
and yes it's getting deeper and deeper.
i cant bear to leave your side anymore..
baby,
your're somewhere i call home.
you're someone i can hold.
you're somewhere i belong.
you're all i need to be strong.
love, Den