shattered

2010-08-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

Lanvin definitely goes well with Pure, Hugo Boss.
i love the smell on my love.
i love being with my love every now and then.
i love to love Adeline. (=

2010-08-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

my interview was an unsuccessful one.
but my baby was there to bring me up.
i'm grateful i had such great partner with me through ups n downs.
she's been there always.
i know she care for me.
i will pick myself up n never let her down.
i love you Ade. (=

2010-07-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

my dearest have been stressed out and frustrated.
its those evil doers but they wont get their chance anymore.
they are sinners. and sinners will get their karma someday, somehow.
all their nonsense doings makes dearest busy and worn out.
but i'm with you baby.
i hope i could do something but seems that giving you space is all i can do.
"i'll be there for you" this is said to you.
i remember you crying in my arms trying to hide your tears.
its hurts me but i know giving you my shoulder whenever you needed it, is the best comfort.
i'm not good at words i know. but i hope you'll feel better with my shoulder to cry on.
i promise to be quiet and listen to you.
so much i want to take away your pain.
i'll help you find the way so you wont feel lost.
i'll embrace you tight so as to ease the pain.
i'll protect you so you wont feel fear.
i'll fight anything that tries to harm you so you'll feel safe.
i'll do anything to make you feel better.
i'll scream with you so troubles will be scared to come near you.
we'll make it sound so loud that wherever we go, baddies will be afraid.
i'll be the pillar you can lean on.
for bad or worst, i'll give my everything.
poor or bad, i'll give my only bread.
everything i can do to make you feel home.

2010-07-02T11:55:00.000-07:00

it's soon another upcoming honeymoon trip.
i hope you dont mind that both Qi and mummy comin.
it's gonna be a awesome trip and i can't wait!
i miss you so so much.
seems like weeks i haven't see you.
i wanna hold you now now now! ha..
i love you baby. (=

2010-06-26T11:25:00.000-07:00

i understood.
you dont like the hooligan me.
you dont like the brainless me.
i will change.
please give me time.
i gave everything to build this bond.
just give me time.
you will see a different me.

2010-06-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

i'm obsessed with you.
i got over sensitive.
i went crazy cos someone tries to take you away.
my heart gets weaker everyday whenever i think bout him.
i cant take it.
i get mad when you text him.
i'm selfish.
i dont want to share.
i dont want you to talk to him.
cos your texts should be mine.
everything about you should be mine.
i dont want to share with him.
i dont want you to say the same thing you said to me to him.
i want every part of you.
i did all these because i love you.

i was thinking to myself every night.
in every text he ask for you.
in every text he ask you to end this relationship with me.
he bloody knows you are attached to me.
is it something not obvious?
he can wait all he wants.
but not text all these nonsense.
this is over the limit.
i hope you understand baby.
not because i hate him.
but this is logic.
the questions he asked is similar to what i ask.
things will definitely improve if you ignore him.
he wont be this persistent.
by replying, you are giving him hope.
furthermore he is just an army boy.
desperate is the word.
i will never let him lay his hands on you.
yes, i'm afraid to lose you.
it's hurting to know someone like him is always pestering you.
my heart bleeds to see replies to him is similar to mine.
what hurts the most is that you replied.
i'm trying my best to make you understand.
please help me too.
baby i love you too much to let go.
i dont want to lose you.